So I was at a friends house, and we weren't doing anything of relative importance, just chilling. I actually think we were just waiting for the clock to tick away. Josh, a very good and very close friend, was waiting to go see his good friend/crush Alex. She's moving soon, so he REALLY wanted to go see her.

&I was waiting for a friend to call and go out and celebrate that it was his 16th birthday. But I get a phone call from a random number. So I pick up and Juliet's on the phone, so I asked her why she was calling from her house phone. Because her dad is like crazy and he doesn't like me on top, bad combination for me. And she's like a best friend I've known her a bit more than 3 years, and today made it my 6th time ever seeing her. So she tells me her dad went out the store, I figured the corner store. But it wasn't so I was like, "I'm only 5 minutes away." So we discuss the situation and in under a minute I'm running out on my friends house.

So I get to her house in like 3 minutes, and as she called back I was at her house so she ran out to greet me, with the maybe the greatest hug ever. And I got a kiss on the cheek that I more than happily returned. Just to get you guys a bit more in to the situation. I'm manly (enough) all gritty, sweaty, disgusting. She's all pretty right out of the shower, smelling all nice, soft skin and all. Completely opposites? Yes'm/sir.

So after that, I left like her dad was pulling around the corner that second.
(Hauling ass, lots of ass.)

But she called me like 5 times, and she left a voicemail but I didn't know was that until later I found out that he wasn't home for another hour. So I felt sad that I could've seen her for an hour, but I only saw her for 10 seconds. Dx

But I'll see her again soon enough. :]

Very, very good day. <3

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I had this dream and it involves this girl I currently am crushing on. And I this dream, is of my friend talking and my crush talking.

So like all I see is black and I hear you're voice and hers, it just goes back and forth.

Friend: "So you know he likes you and everything, so if he asked you out would you say yes?"
Crush: "Of course, I'm not gonna start like wanting to be around him and shit until he asks me out though."
Friend: "But do you even like him, or are even interested in him?"
Crush: "Yes! Like, I tell about all the guys I like and stuff, like most of everything that happened with alex & otherguys for a reason. Like how much more of a hint does he need?"

And I opened my eyes thus ending the "dream".
So every that was said makes complete sense, but I'm not sure what to think.
I'm just like scared that, if I did ask her out she'd say yes because she didn't dislike me and figured she'd give it and shot and like a week later like "It's not gonna work out..." and afterwords shit maybe be like SUPER AWKWARD.

So NuTang, help? D;

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If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Yeah so my ear clogged up on me a weeks ago, and like I couldn't hear things when people talked to me, and I realized that if I went deaf, it really be worse than horrible. But, I didn't think about it all that much. So it's almost 1 am EST & I am watching the Discovery Channel about the human body and how it works, the limits of it etc. They showed some guy how he was blind since three, and recently got his vision back but can't see because since he lost his sight at such a young age his brain never fully trained itself to see. Which in return I was thinking, what if I went blind went today, or even worse later on in life.


But I love to draw, always draw in school, always love it when I get a great idea.

Colors, I love nice smooth resplendent colors, that's all just great to me. I think as my self as an artist.
So if I were to go blind, I'd lose it. Honestly, I couldn't imagine life without vision; like for all of you NuTang junkies that'd mean no more NuTang for ya'll.
Maybe you should think about how'd you be without a sense, just a mind opener.

Other than that, it's summer vaca. ;D
No bed time bby.

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Hey NuTang,


A friend referred me to this site, because I usually write things up from time to time, and he told me their blog material. So I asked for a good FREE one, and he told me about NuTang. I asked and he told me it's a tight nit community, so some time when it isn't 1 Am and I don't have finals in the morning I'll be happy to fill you in on my life.

So, from me to you.
Good night & I'll see you soon. :]

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